On December 10th at 18:49 I decided to stop.
Stop the checking for when he was last online.
Stop the checking for if he had messaged me.
Stop the worrying about him.
Stop the caring about him.
On December 10th, 18:49 I decided to stop love.
When I was a kid, I fell in love with L,
then there was this thing with T,
and now, I’ve decided that my beautiful pilot was going to be the last one.
The last love.
Exactly four months and one day later,
On December 10th, at 18:49.