Contradictory..

Isn’t it funny how we people can’t seem to make a decision and stick to it? Or maybe that’s just me?

I have found myself successfully single – trust me, getting here has been a struggle.
Now that I am single, I am so happy with it.
I am going to be honest.. the first week was terrible.
Sadly, in order to not call him, I had to block him. E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E.
Childish I know, but we all have to do what we have to do to keep our mind and heart sane. The thing is, despite what people tell you, there is no right-wrong way to deal with this. At the end of the day, a breakup is still a breakup.

But then, there is this other part of my heart that is begging me to reconsider. Wondering what would have happened if I had stayed a little longer. Been a little strong.
STOP IT HEART.
Don’t be weak. If you were strong enough to love someone that didn’t deserve it, you are strong enough to walk away. But of course, it refuses to listen to me.

So this begs the questions:

When do you know when it’s over?
Well, Sissy, the truth is, you already know. You always know. You just have to start being honest with yourself.

How do you move forward?
Like poison leaving your body, give it time.

What if I’m making a mistake?
Then you’ll have the rest of your life to rectify it.

Will I be okay?
Oh my Sissy, you always will be.

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